Many
years ago I was asked to be the leader of a women’s group at our church. The
first thoughts that popped into my head had to do with what people would think
and would anyone be impressed if I said yes. Ashamed of my vanity, I said that
I would agree to do it if they couldn’t find anyone else. They were able to
fill the slot without me, but a year later I was approached again. I must have
matured over those next months because this time I was able to say that I would
be happy to lead a group, with no troubling doubts about my motives.
I
tell that story in order to bring up this question: Does Paul really mean “do
nothing” if our motives aren’t pure? He provides a partial answer to the question
earlier in this letter. He is discussing some people who were preaching Christ
out of selfish ambition, without sincerity, and, in fact, were hoping to cause
trouble for him. He says, “But what does it matter? The important thing is that
in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached.” (Philippians
1: 18)
What
if there had been no one else willing to lead a group that first year when I
was so shallow? I could have done it and no one would have suspected a thing. Nor
would I have really been doing it for the wrong reasons – my willingness to
serve did not hinge on whether or not anyone was impressed. God could still
have used me to be a blessing to others in spite of my superficiality. But he
wanted more for me - and from me - than that. He wanted to protect me so that
he could perfect me.
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